

7:21 ami awake and i'm not knowing where but inside i know that i shouldn't care7:21 am
i'm sleeping wishing that you were here but you're not so i'll just pretend you're near
i'm walking talking to myself in my head i'm daydreaming wishing all these things weren't dead
i'm a beating heart i'm a fresh start i'm someone that you can tear apart
i'm flesh and bone and when i'm feeling alone i can just sit by the phone acting like someone will call me home
i'm alive and well in my own private hell
i'm thinking i'm sinking &n


Dec. 27th '06the best years of our lives are the ones where we stay locked insideDec. 27th '06
far away from trouble miles from conflict
stapled deep inside this bubble self-reflection discipline and loss the cost of everything you love the payment for everything you've lost
friends are nothing but allies and allies are enemies those who oppose what you can never cease to be
so feed the sparrows within the shadow of a new summer day
and hope and pray that tomorrow will come and slowly drift away
and if you discontinue to breathe don
Looking back on all of the old deviations on that account I realized that I have changed enormously and decided to re-instate my account with the mentality of expressing myself in a more up-to-date way.
I'm not a 18 year old anymore. My thoughts, problems and experiences are very different now. This is what I leave you. Thanks for looking at my account.
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